sometimes all we can do is dream .

super senior?

2010-07-22T23:14:00.002+12:00

so i havent blogged or whatever in ages
cause i didnt think anyone actually read my blog;
as seen by the non-existent comments D;
until i found out some people actually do read my blog

yay?

so im finally a senior; not as exciting i thought it would be D;
except for the extra free periods used previously for doodlejump,
but now little nap sessions. (:

got craploads of stuff on my to do list;
school is actually like. ruining my life.

--
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

thats the reason why I still miss you no matter how hard I try

--

ps. GLORIIAAAA helloo (: thanks for reading btw. (L)

安靜- 周杰倫

2009-10-06T14:34:00.002+12:00

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

your day probably doesnt even include me,
not even your memories.

you.

2009-09-28T14:56:00.002+12:00

Your days don't include me,
not even your memories.
You who have eyes for someone else,
You have no idea of my feelings.
I should stop this and go.

i consider myself a fool for thinking we could be.

~~baby I love you I'm waiting for you.~~

holidays? where are you.

2009-09-10T11:33:00.000+12:00

so im sitting in science, researching nuclear energy or something.

thinking about my Area Of Study essay which is due tomorrow, and is taking me forever to do.

oh and lets not forget about textiles.
atleast she gave us another extension :D

i really wish it was holidays, summer holidays

______________

I gotta say what's on my mind
Theres something 'bout us,
doesnt seem right, these days

How do I know what I’m feeling is real
When you’re like this with every other girl

Don’t wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And watch them fall every time.
Another corner turns to grey
And it’s just so hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away

save me,

2009-08-27T19:01:00.002+12:00

I really dont wanna feel this way
But I already think its way too late

save me.

__________

happy 18th javier!

D; so old already.

history assignment, really should finish, more like start.
will do now, hopefully.

~~procrastination~~

______________

i choose to avoid eye contact with you,
not because i hate you,
not because i dislike you,
but because i think i want you.
because i think you deserve, you deserve to be cherished,
but you're also worth me giving up.

trying to hide all of these feelings inside.

♥

english, english and more english

2009-08-06T13:31:00.004+12:00

so here i am during VD,
not doing my assignment which is due on monday D:

and i have not started.

i really should start.

so last night, i stayed up doing my english anthology which again was done at last minute

not much effort was put in and my deconstructions turned out crap.

really crap.

yay photo time :)

hes just not that into you. ♥

2009-07-14T18:55:00.002+12:00

if hes not calling,
if hes not texting
if hes not talking to you,

hes just not that into you ♥

so stop trying.

if there isnt hope, if you dont give yourself hope
there wont be disappointment.

get my drift?

_____

Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken

Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's
real

I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can

_______

♥

time for a change

2009-07-01T23:05:00.005+12:00

yes, the hair that has been the same for years

~~so here are the before and after photos.~~

okay so im capped or somethings wrong with my internet
so i cant upload photos,

will upload later :)

laptops are for your laps

2009-06-29T23:39:00.002+12:00

so im using a laptop how its supposed to be used.
on my lap :)

today went by so slooww D:
ive been waiting for this the whole day,
alone, in my room. in bed, all set to go to bed.

i dont know what else to blog about D:

that will have to do for today :)

--

I didn't express it, although I loved you
Because I didn't want to make an empty space.
Because I was afraid you'd have a hard time like me,
Afraid that you'd hurt even more
Because I didnt want to make you like this.

- korean lyrics on my wall :)

--

♥

weekend crave.

2009-06-25T23:44:00.000+12:00

i currently crave the weekend.

its almost friday! finally
its been a long week. with so much due.

and finally i can have a break.

so here i am on a thursday night blogging about i dont know
listening to my ipod on my nifty new speakers
burning my legs with the electric blanket
and thinking i should get off to go to bed.

--

I can't move, I'm stuck

I can't get you off my mind
This isn't how its supposed to be.

--

im tireddd goodnight (:

♥

sunday night

2009-06-14T23:36:00.002+12:00

here i am on a sunday night
all rugged up in bed

listening to davichi and trying to korean with keyboard

its not going to well, and i also need to do vd

im tired D:

sleep is also what i need

:)

so its goodbye to entertainment for a week

and im gonna be missing it but,

ill have more time to spend with God. :)

--

i love you, i do

--

goodnightt :)

♥

electric blankets and heaters

2009-06-14T01:11:00.011+12:00

wow, i havent blogged in ages.

so here i am all snuggled up in bed,
with the electric blanket on full power :)
listening to taylor swift and ft island

--
if you could see
that im the one
who understands you
been here all along
so why can you
see you belong with me
you belong with me
--

its winter, dont get sick, stay healthy
and look after your body! :)

im tired, so goodnightt

♥

2009-05-19T19:33:00.002+12:00

마주치지말자- 슈퍼주니어

다신 나 같은 사람 사랑하지 말고
다신 그리워할 사람 만들지 말고
너만 바라보고 너 아님 안 돼서
하루도 못 버틸 만큼 사랑해주는 사람 만나 제발

WHAT IF- 슈퍼주니어

What if 그대가 날 사랑할 것만 같아 조금 기다리면 내게 올 것만 같아서
이런 기대로 나는 그댈 떠날 수 없죠
그렇게 시간이 쌓여 아픔이 되는 걸 잘 알고 있으면서 oh girl
내게만 주는 거라고 믿고 싶어지는 미소였지만 아닌 거겠죠 그래도 혹시나 하면서…

RESET- 슈퍼주니어

차라리 내가 떠나야 할까 이제 놓아주는 게 너를 위한 일일까 하지만
나를 용서해 그럴 수 없어 너를 잊을 수 없어 돌아와

Press the reset, press press the reset 난 널 너만을 보고 있는데
Press the reset, press press the reset 난 널 너를 잊을 수 없는데
Press the reset, press press the reset 내 앞에 서 있는 널 어떻게 놓으라는 거니?
Press the reset, press press the reset

슈퍼주니어 ♥

they did a really good job for the
its you release on inkigayo

♥ hyukjaes heart pumps :)

♥

sleep.

2009-05-17T14:42:00.004+12:00

so its been a hectic few weeks

with loads of assessments, and i havent had time
to blog,

so here i am along with my lunch blogging about sleep.

results of lack of sleep
(look what photography does to its students T________T )

and there are times when you just cant get to bed :)

especially when there are loads of hot guys (super junior) watching you :)

thats all for today, i should finish my lunch
then visual rep D:

oh btw. today super junior starts their its you promos

on inkigayo i think?

♥

happy birthday zhou mi ♥

2009-04-19T23:17:00.003+12:00

happy birthday zhou mi ge ♥

周觅哥, 生日快乐 ♥
我一定会支持你到底的!
哥,加油啊!

永远要幸福哦
我爱你

♥

if i could

2009-04-16T00:37:00.004+12:00

-

if i could,
i would turn back time;
make you love me;
and then we'd start all over.

:)

♥

'Cause

2009-04-05T17:41:00.004+12:00

_

'Cause even when you just walk by,
Well I look around to seem occupied.
'Cause I'm trying so hard to hide,
Yeah, all these feelings inside.

'Cause I get weak in the knees,
Fall head over heels baby,
And every other cheesy cliche
Oh, I'm swept of my feet ,
My heart skips a beat.
But there's really only one thing to say..

_

baby why cant we just start all over again?
get it back to the way it was. ♥

♥

happy birthday lee hyukjae ♥

2009-04-04T11:16:00.007+12:00

happy birthday hyukjae oppa ♥

second fave in all of suju :)

♥

finally.

2009-04-01T17:19:00.004+12:00

i finally got my internet back and decided to post :)

i should be doing history but.

procrastination

i know, im barely started and im still online.

schools gay, thats all.

Don't know why I'm still waiting

Don't know anything at all

And who am I to say you love me?

I don't know anything at all

And who am I to say you need me?

♥

ireallymissyou, i do.

luvo in the car :)

week 5 A

2009-02-28T13:32:00.003+11:00

♫ Dont tell me- Freya Lim

monday: peer support, piano, basketball
ilovemypsgroup

piano was gay as usual,

basketball, we almost lost but won in the end.

forgot the score.

tuesday: history presentation due, homework, homework and more homework.

wednesday: homework? gloria jeans

thursday: work, stayed up till 2:30 doing textiles

didnt end up studying for math,

didnt end up doing Wuthering Heights response essay

established addiction of nudies

friday: english response due, textiles assignment due, math test, cross country

textiles turned out crap,

math test was okay

cross country- walked the whole way, no increase in speed at all.

then walked to magnas house

the route we had to take to get to her house.

sometime during that samie stepped on me D:

there was a really hard mushroom o______o

turns out it was lane cove national park

then we had to walk up a hill which was seriously almost vertical

it was steeper than it looks T___________T

random shot.

quality is pretty crap cause i used my phone.

but it looks pretty right?

no edit,

then i had work D:

and watched the guardian, it was so sadd

fjaslfjslfj

now i have to do work T__________T

essay, essay, math, math, visual design, visual design

o____o

i miss primary school

2009-02-22T14:55:00.003+11:00

i never thought that year 10 had so much work

seriously i think i do more work than my brother in year 12

so heres my to do list before we get more work this week;

1. english response 2
2. visual rep
3. textiles assignment
4. history group task
5. history timeline
6. wordsworth essay
7. pdm assignment
8. vd botanical images
9. english response 3
10. study for math topic test

and ive barely done any of my english response 2
and i still have so much to do today,

im taking time to write this during my lunch break
which consists of instant noodles infront of the computer.

i miss primary school D:

stay as long as you can.

wish me luck ♥

2009-02-22T10:53:00.002+11:00

I loved you so much but I'll turn around here,
Because I won't be here to protect you until the end.
I wish that you'd forget all memory of me.
Go back to when you didn't know me.

This isn't how it's suppose to be, it can't be like this.
I can't love you.
Because everything was messed up to begin with
I can't love you any longer.

I don't know why I'm like this.
I no longer have any time
but this place, breathing,
they won't leave me alone.

Don't love me, don't come near me.
For seperation is waiting for me.

I didn't express it, although I loved you.
Because I didn't want to make an empty space.
Because I was afraid you'd have a hard time like me,
afraid that you'd hurt even more.
Because I didn't want to make you like this.

I loved you so much but I'll turn around here,
Because I won't be here to protect you until the end.
I wish that you'd forget all memory of me.
Go back to when you didn't know me.

I lived believing that love was just a luxury.
I lived thinking that'd I'd never be able to
Love another person.

Don't love me, don't come near me.
For seperation is waiting for me.

I didn't express it, although I loved you.
Because I didn't want to make an empty space.
Because I was afraid you'd have a hard time like me,
afraid that you'd hurt even more.
Because I didn't want to make you like this.
I loved you so much but I'll turn around here,
Because I won't be here to protect you until the end.
I wish that you'd forget all memory of me.
Go back to when you didn't know me.

-처음 그때로 -미안하다, 사랑한다 OST

happy birthday choi siwon♥

2009-02-10T21:05:00.003+11:00

happy birthday my dear, choi siwon ♥

최시원, 사랑해 ◦

lol i almost uploaded a photo of hankyung instead :D

♥

goodnight

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANKYUNG, ♥

2009-02-09T19:24:00.004+11:00

♫ 사랑이 떠나다 -Super Junior

so today is hankyungs birthday

and iris'

hanky is getting old D:

hes already 25,

thats ten years older than me,

but, i guess there are like 50 billion other people that

love him more than me and are also around my age.

everyone may say that hes so ugly or whatevs

but seriously its whats on the inside that counts,

and im praying along with all the christians in super junior

that he'll turn back to God soon.

one day ill meet him, one day, and ill tell him

how wonderful he is :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kk5F_WkJ2wg&NR=1

watch the link above and then you'll know why i love him so much,

every time i watch that i cry D:

why did my font just get smaller?

anyways,

ill post some GIFs of hankyung (:

okay, i cbb to upload anymore,
its taking wayy wayy too long D:

ill upload one with every post :D

goodnightt

♥

and once again happy birthday hanky

WTHECK, WHY DOESNT IT POST AS A GIF?

time to lose the fat, fatty

2009-02-08T15:05:00.002+11:00

♫ Maybe- Secondhand Serenade

now im trying this thing with mom,
where we both try to lose weight by
a) swimming 3 times a week
b) snacking less
c) eating less during meals

--

year 7 camp was fun,

theyre soo cute :D

ITS HANKYUNGS BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!

oh and iris' :P

fasdfjlj at work the other day seriously, there were like.
50 billion bugs. okay maybe i exaggerate but. still.

D:

good evening.

♥

presents, presents and more,

2009-02-02T20:59:00.005+11:00

so today im going to show you all the gifts i got from people overseas, (:

from magna:

I ♥ HK shirt

photos of super junior-m

hankyung pencil case

leng dan? idontknowwhat they're called?

heat pad :D hes called hotty :)

from alex:

gucci wallet

from har-ching and manny:

left: hankyung poster; ching

right; hankyung poster; manny
i also got candy from manny but i forgot (:

folder thing, i also got a jelly but i ate it :3

from tammy:

candy

thankyou all very very very muchh ♥

-----

today was really really really hot D:

school was gay.

thats all,

goodnight

♥

love story

2009-01-31T13:19:00.003+11:00

♫ love story- Taylor Swift

we were both young when I first saw you
i close my eyes
and the flashback starts
i'm standing there
on a balcony of summer air
--
i ~~got~~ am tired of waiting,
wondering if you ~~were~~ are ever coming around
my faith in you ~~was~~ is fading

♥

school D:

2009-01-29T20:38:00.002+11:00

♫ It's not over- Secondhand Serenade

; school
; swimming
; work.

i got let off work early today :P

OMG and today, i got a new hankyung poster.
although priya got the better one, D:
but yeah i stuck it up, :P
and i also got this candy thing from her,
(shewenttochinabtw)
and i also got a folder thingy and this massive jelly tube
from nikki, who went to japan :)

iwilltakephotosanduploadlater:)

i cbb now,

goodnight

♥

p-jays all day

2009-01-27T20:18:00.002+11:00

♫ Jay Chou

ive been half in my pjs all day
watching super junior full house for the fiftieth time

school tomorrow D:

idontwanttoevergotoschool again.

but, i guess it gives me something to do :P

♥

"thankyou many gamssa"

2009-01-26T21:03:00.002+11:00

ithinkyoushouldwatch these:

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=g_yJnytsv3c&feature=rec-HM-r2
http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=yXmRn7Pjg8Y
http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=BxB2VN340dc

:D

whitepeoplewho think asians are trash,
gofuckyourself.

anyways,

happy niu year (:

jaychou on tv tonight,(:

goodnight,

jaychouhere i come!

♥

ihaveastrongbladder.(:

2009-01-25T23:08:00.003+11:00

♫ Again- Donnie J

today consisted of
; superjunior shows
; drama
; television
; more television
; snacks
; more snacks

why is it that everytime i blog i need to pee? D:
ihaventshowered yet today, and my hair
is chat ttm.

T____________T

goodnight,

♥

p.s. today i realised that even old ladies like hankyung
o____________o
illelaborateonthislater

food, food and more food.

2009-01-24T22:47:00.005+11:00

♫ the saltwater room- owl city,
[search up lyrics]

its chinese new year soon

and for an asian that means,
loads and loads of food. T________T
so much for dieting >__>"

cny dinner at work today was, okay,
doug was there. which was great. (heforcedmetosaythis :3)
it was cold after when i went outside,
and omg random people in this truck were shouting something at me D:
it was scary :(

so now, im eating this jelly thing that isnt nice,
but my bro said it was nice =="

andireallyreallyreallyneedtopee :3

but i thought id finish this post first. :)

pst, doug you better be reading this :P

goodnight fatties.

♥

im dying of heat D:

2009-01-23T21:43:00.002+11:00

well, today was super duper hot.

and on top of that i didnt get to go swimming.

D:

instead of swimming, i ended up watching super junior exploration of the human body :D
with the aircon on full blast.

then greenway w/ doug, and
omg i scratched my back on teh fence. T__________T

work was okay. i guess.

this family came in and gosh they were annoying,
ihopetheyneverseethis :3

and so my day ends with a SZECHUAN BEEF not prawn toast >__>"
*DOUG*

gosh. anyways . now to continue watching EHB (:

goodnight,

♥

my legs hurt D:

2009-01-22T21:06:00.002+11:00

this morning mom came back from queensland,
she was only gone for a few days but i missed her
she was supposed to come home last night
but because of the bad weather the flight was delayed to this morning.

i tried to nap this afternoon but, it was wayy too hot to sleep
and i couldnt fall asleep,
so i ended up watching super junior live shows :P

then work. T_______________T

today the resturant was like, low on supplies or something,
they didnt have the bigger napkins folded for me to set the tables,
they didnt have coke, only pepsi
they didnt have apple juice
they didnt have freezer bags to wrap prawn chips,
and they didnt have lots of other stuff.
and i feel bad when i have to tell the customer:
"oh sorry, but we dont have ________ today"
then the customer either rolls their eyes at me
or
smiles politely and says "oh its okay ill have _________ instead"

i saw this really nice scarf at parra today but
i said i wouldnt spend more than $10 till the end of the holidays
otherwise i have to give $10 to mom,
T__________T

ireallyreallywantit D:

swimmingtomorrow,ihope (:

thats all for now.

♥

new blog?

2009-01-21T22:29:00.000+11:00

so, as you can see, i have a new blog

but my old one; http://moshpotatoes.blogspot.com
its still there.

hm. i think im gonna try to blog everyday :D

enjoy,

much love, TIFF (L)